| October 14th; afraid I'm going to live | |
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Bleah. just bleah. I've got that empty spacy feeling I get when I'm switching a lot and I have no idea why, unless all this switching is keeping me from knowing anything's wrong, which is entirely possible. However, my back feels a lot better after Shannon worked on it last night. I'm reading Prozac Nation again in an effort to cheer myself up. Elizabeth Wurtzel's wacked, but she's funny about being wacked. I should clean off my desk today. as well as do a bunch of other stuff. I figured something out today. While a lot of my friends live digital lives, none of them have really moved into this new medium. i mean, there are people whose entire lives are spun out on the web for everyone to see, like Elly and Seraph and Joanna, and it's different than living your life on a BBS, which i've done and continue to do. BBSs are different from the Web--everything is a lot more transitory, everything only lasts until it scrolls off or until people stop telling other people about it. And I think that's why the people i know well like it better. It's not as solid as the Web. there's more, but I'm not really wanting to be philisophicalgirl right now. Except for the fact that my entire life is out on the Web, I think, including the crazy bits, and i'm not sure how i'd feel about it if my parents decided to do some serious looking. I met Don, also known as Stanley Jimbrowski on Heinous, this weekend. I liked him and thought he was very cool. Maybe i'll hang out with him next time I'm in IC. The Ladyhawke soundtrack is wonderful. i'm hungry. nobody has noticed my little dragon yet.
"He takes a whiskey drink
Sounds: Ladyhawke Original Motion Picture Sountrack Words: Prozac Nation, Elizabeth Wurtzel; About Face, Cooper
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