November 14th; the scariest woman I know
So I guess I changed some stuff on Wednsday. Wow. it looks pretty good. I'm not sure what posessed me to do the whole line-sqiggle thing, but I like the reorganization of the other places links, and I really like the new graphics.

Lessee. What else? Well, yesterday I was sick and slept a lot but after I slept I went out to eat with a bunch of people. I had a really nasty/scary experience Wednsday night, and it took a lot out of me physically.

I can't give you guys all the details because it would make sound like a total raving lunatic if you don't know about my specific mental weirdnesses, but it had to do with a woman who calls herself Malis and how she likes to rile everyone up. And I kinda thought I wasn't going to be around to write these todays any more.

It's kinda complicated. I've probably just confused everyone who's read this except Shannon and Missy, who I don't know if she reads this. Oh, and Chris, who has all the background.

Malis is strong. Very strong. I almost thought she was going to win.

But she didn't, i'm still here, and we're working things out among ourselves. There hasn't been such a strong evidencing for a very long time.

And I'm still very very fragile. Shannon gets this, I think, and is being wonderful about the whole mess.

Moving preparations continue apace.

"and if I know you you'll bang the drum like monkeys do."

 

Sounds: The Third Time (mix tape)

Words: Sherri S. Tepper, After Long Silence

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